Te Extraño

Hoy amanecí pensandote

Me invaden los recuerdos de nuestra primera vez

Baby yo me la paso deseándote, en mi cama al lado mio abrazandote

No puedo disimular éstas ganas de llamarte una vez más 

Desde que te fuiste no me siento igual y sé que estaré bien pero por ahora no será

Quisiera tenerte aquí, eras tu quien me hacía sonreír y cada vez que veo que no estás aquí

tu recuerdo sigue plasmado en mí

Por favor regresa ya, éstas lágrimas están demás

¿No vez que mi corazón no para de llorar

Y mi mente no te deja de pensar?

Solo recuerdo aquella vez

Que mis ojos te vieron por última vez

Ese abrazo fue tan raro que te apreté con la esperanza de volverte a ver

Cuando me dijiste adiós yo te observaba cruzar la calle por el retrovisor y tu sonrisa se quedó plasmada en mi corazón, quiero tenerte otra vez pero se que no

Ya no puedo disimular, éstas lagrimas que me hacen ahogar en ese llanto con nudo en la garganta, quisiera llamarte pero se que no contestaras y solo veo nuestras fotos y me pongo a llorar

Baby te extraño (hoy mas que nunca)

Te amo (aunque nunca te lo dije)

Me hace daño (el no tenerte cerca)

Me engaño (pensando que algún dia volverás)

fleeting memories

Looking at the stars trying to find your name in each one of them.
Listening to the waves crashing on to the reef, and Looking at the reflection of the moon on the sea
It's like a sad melody that wispers your goodbye coming back and forth
I drown myself in memories, memories that brings back you

I can still feel your hair caressing my skin, your hands running over my body, my finger in your mouth and the friction between our bodies keeping us warm, my hands are holding on to your hips, my mouth latching on your breast then you can grab me by my neck until you reach the climax.

Run your fingers through my hair, pull it and kiss my neck. your hips between my legs getting deeper and deeper, harder and intense. I can't described what I feel, but you're deep inside of me, in my mind, in my blood, in every cell, in my bones. Take me, I'm yours, latch on my breast and take me out of this world. 

Dig your nails into my back, Love me harder, love me one more time.

Santa can you hear me?

Santa can you hear me? I've been awful good this year

Santa can you hear me? Why can't you keep your promises?

Santa can you hear me? There's million of people yet no one for me

Santa can you hear me? Don't make me fall in love again if they wont be here next year

Santa can you hear me?

I give zero fucks about all this anymore...

I'm a grown ass bitch

And no need from you shit

I'm an independent woman if you don't believe me ask destiny

I'm a new bitch

Who gets her own shit

And ain't no need no man to get me shit

If I wanted, I got it! Said Ariana and I mean Grande

I can buy my stuff, baby no need nothing from you I don't want to owe you shit

I got my life and my own crib and if I want more then that's what I'll get.

This hair? I got it!

This nails? I got it!

This shoes? I got it!

This bag? I got it!

This outfit? I got it!

This house? I got it!

This vacay? I bought it! 

Yes, bitch! I got it!

Can I be?

Can I be your Hello?

Can I be your friend?

Can I be the most beautiful love story you'll ever get?

Can I be that first txt message in the morning you get?

Can I be that person you have always dreamt?

Can I be by your side, Even when you're mad?

Can I be the person that will always make you smile?

Can I have that chance, Even when we're part?

Cause you know I'm worth it and I'll never make you cry

I wonder if you want me, as much as I want you

When I wake up in the morning all I think is about you

Baby understand me, I don't mean to harm you

In my nights all I do is dream about you

I wonder if you miss me, as much as I miss you

Baby all the feelings I have for you are true

I wonder if you get sad, when you think about me

And hug that pillow thinking it's me

Girl you know I'm sad here, wishing you were here

I hope you think about this and let me in

Yes let me in...

She could

Stains on the rug and the sheets, a half bottle of wine and some unwrapped gifts is all that are left in my place 

I have no idea of why I feel this way... numb, without any hopes and an unrequited love 

I have so much to offer, but it seems like it's not enough 

I wanted to be there, I just stayed quiet because I'm afraid that anything that comes out of this mouth make people more upset

She promised to give you her best, but she only gave you what she could and you let her fly away from you, but only you knew that's the only way it should be

She misses you 

She misses not being able to listen to your voice 

She misses your stories 

She misses being in your arms embracing the warm 

She wanted to complement you, not to make you upset 

She tried her best, but you blocked her every time she tried 

She thought of you all the time, but you made her feel unwanted or not needed she was trying to respect your space and being good to you, but you thought she was doing things for her benefits with her "personal needs" 

She tried to sell her soul in exchange to feel nothing

She try to talk to her karma but everything has to be paid before leaving this place 

She wanted to be yours

I Miss You More Than I Miss New York

Hours, minutes and seconds pass by right in front of my eyes, still not a word from you.
I miss you more than I thought I would
I'm a mess, but it's not because of you
It's me, myself and I that I'm disappointed with

Never thought that I had this feelings inside of me
This food it's not even appealing to me
I needed a detox from social media to breathe

The words I'm about to tell you are not lies
I'm not ashame to put my pride on the side
I want you by my side
I want you it ain't no lie

I miss you a lot and I don't know what's gonna happen next
I miss you and I ain't talking about sex
I miss you but it's not only you
I miss the person that I am when I'm with you
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
I miss laying on your chest
I miss cuddling with you
I miss walking in New York with you
I miss kissing every inch of your face
I miss seeing your beautiful eyes
I miss you and I think silence was our final goodbye

Retreat

This retreat is taking the best of me, how am i supposed to leave if I still care about you?

Nobody understands you better than I do, but, I don't have you

Being your friend is good, but having feeling for you is not.

I don't have you, yeah, I don't have you

Lately I can't stop thinking about you

I want to leave baby, but I still want you

You want me there, but not the way I want to

I've been thinking about you, all I do is think about you, but I want to leave everything behind and you off my fucking mind

I met new people, but you won't leave my mind, why? I don't know, but it drives me wild

You're way too curious, yes, you're 

I'm not being secretive, it's just that I've been keeping it from... 

My heart and my mind, everyday and night I'm thinking about you.

New York took me by surprise, you were in my mind but... those eyes, ahh! those eyes made me want to stare at them all day, all night.

She was so nice, so sweet, so welcoming, so warm, so fine.

Her accent had me mesmerized

I don't know, perhaps I'll be back.

I hope in this month I think less about you and I get to experience things to keep me busy and not think about you

I thought I didn't like you like that anymore

I just can't fight this feeling anymore

Whenever you call me friend I believe this is meant to be forever and ever...

I can't stay, I gotta go, to afraid to stay and watch everything fall apart... I'll miss you forever.